Got some textures and lighting to put in, but nearly there!!!
As much as I hate to say this, I do think it’s best I just stay single. I try to make too much happen and in the end just end up with the same results and it’s no ones fault but my own. Easier said than done but I need to focus on myself and make myself happy before anyone. I have a good life. Good friends. Good lots of things so me being bummed out a lot really shouldn’t even be a thing for me. I’m writing this just to let some stuff out. I’m not depressed. I’m not sad. I’m just at a point where I need to open my eyes and see what is best for me because this is becoming routine. So familiar that I’m kind of used to this and it’s sad it shouldn’t be this way. This isn’t targeted at anyone in particular. Just targeted at myself. I’m not sad, just mad. At myself.